a secret is meant for two.
its no longer one, once its known by three.
three and counting.


i took of the screen protector from my hp and bought a plastic case as a replacement.
and now the colours from the screen seem a whole lot brighter, clearer and evident.
im not used to it looking that way.
everything's so blurry back then, like the song.
maybe i prefer it the old way, all blur? like my vision.




and now i have no other reason to give, to run away.
im so used to doing so and now im trapped the fact that ive nowhere to hide.
so maybe i should sink back into my 3inch shell, i previously tore down
and hid in it hoping that no one notice.
like all snails do.
i didnt expect things to move so fast, the change is gripping me
slow down. slow down.







i'll talk once i get the info for tomorrow's test up my brains.
its the first test and i want to do well.
so just let me be for now.
im sick, period.
i still cant master the art of phlegm excretion and my nose is bugging me.
i ended at 2 today due to some cancelled classes and i went home straight.
i didnt meet any of the friends.
and i refuse to meet shiqa and nina.so i feel bad. bad bad.
i slept for 2 hours and woke up with a splitting headache.




what's the biggest ship in the world?
friendship.
and i dont wish to ruin any.

my body temp just rose to one degree higher.
i think im running a fever.

i cant seem to find some of the soft toys on my bed.
i think they are hiding underneath my bed.
im sure they are there but i refuse to check.
its gonna get dusty soon like my specs.
and my GAP keychain broke. but my necklace is still in good condition. 1 year and counting.





it takes a while to adjust.
we'll talk soon people.
and my thank you-s post is still not up yet.
maybe tomorow.



im just having a bad cold.